starting new

Assalamualaikum

tadi online macam biasa..bukak facebook..newsfeed..tengok ada kwn updet blog die..


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oh my god.i miss this!i miss blogging!i miss reading blogs!!


terus wonder why i am not doing this anymore.


ada banyak sebab kot.tp most of them is because i expect too much (eh,ape kaitan?)


yes,aku expect mcm2 dlm hidup ini.jadi,bile x menjadi,aku sgt sgt sgt kecewa.bile dah kecewa,semua benda x menjadi.semua mood hilang.rasa x bersyukur sentiasa.apetah lagi mood nak menulis blog.rasa mcm x perlu kot tulis about my failure all the time?mcm itulahh..


but at some point,when i lose almost everything,i decided not to expect and compared again.yes,stop expecting too high and stop comparing is one of the keys to happiness.bersyukur dengan apa yg ada.yakin dengan rezeki yg Allah tentukan.percaya rezeki tiap org lain2.hati akan jadi lebih tenang,kadar stress serta kedut2 d muka juga turut berkurangan.


in case ada org yg tertanya2 about my previous entry, (my wedding theme).biar aku clarify yg wedding tersebut cancelled.eh,bukan cancel.tp postpone..postpone smpai jumpa calon suami yg baru.kecewa?beribu sesalan kot!dengan berbagai2 lagi benda dlm hidup ni aku masih terhegeh2 nak capai,Allah beri lagi aku dugaan sehebat ini..tp  disebabkan tu jugak lah membuatkan aku tersedar (refer perenggan sebelumnya)


sekarang hidup lebih tenang....im become myself again...and yeayy..welcome back to blogging!wink ;)

Happiness is like a rainbow.sometimes we can only see it after we've shed enough tears in our cloudy days - by : unknown